Frustrating Night, Frustrating Morning

It is only 9:20am and it is already one of THOSE days. Started off with a bad night, and sadly I have no one to blame but myself. I have been waiting forever for September camping reservations to be open since Matt is so booked the rest of summer, and I knew they went on sale on March 1st. So, despite the fact that I was tired and ready for bed at 9:00, I waited up until midnight to try and get reservations. Being the dork that I am, I didn't check the website earlier to find out that they actually don't open reservations until 8:00am. That was the beginning of my bad night.
I have always had nightmares. They occur all too frequently in my opinion, and there is problem some explanation that involves me being insane so I try not to think about it too much. Last night after waking up from a nightmare, I had an amazingly acute realization. The only nightmares that I have had that involve my kids all have to do with Kendall. There have been 3, all incredibly vivid and unfortunately memorable, all about her. What does THAT mean? I wish I had an answer for you, and considering I couldn't go back to sleep forever because I was thinking about it you would think that I could have come up with something. To top it off, after I finally managed to get back to sleep I was awakened to Camden screaming like someone cut his foot off only to find him upset because his blankets were messed up. Aahhhhh!
So, after my wonderfully non-restful evening, I plopped myself in front of the computer at 7:45 to again attempt some camping reservations. Apparently there is a trick to this that I am not aware of because despite the fact that some of September was already booked even before 8:00 I couldn't make a reservation until 8:01, when practically everything was taken. I ended up with 1 night in probably the least favorable campsite on all of the west coast. I think I need to hire someone to do this for me next year because there must be some computer trick that I obviously don't know.
Wishing I could go back to bed right now....