Today is my baby's 4th birthday. I am both excited and sad, kind of a weird mix of emotions going on. I feel like he is getting to the age where I can't really call him my baby anymore!
Whether on purpose or not, I ended up wearing my "maternity" shirt today. No, it is not really a maternity shirt, I did stop wearing those probably 2 years ago. Even though they aren't the most fashionable things in the world they are definitely comfortable :) So even though my shirt today wasn't maternity wear, it did give me that "pregnant" look. Normally this is something that any sane person would try to avoid, but for some crazy reason I didn't mind today. I even thought to myself what kind of responses I might give someone if they asked how far along I was; sad, I know. Even though I am totally content with my family size and love my kiddos to death, there will definitely always be a part of me that wants to be preggers again and have another little monkey. I just need to keep reminding myself of the sleepless nights, throwing up for nine months, whining (which is still heard far too often), and endless diapers. It's hard to remember those things when your kids crawl in your lap and just want to snuggle and tell you they love you!
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